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Thursday, January 20, 2011

antara tekanan n kantoi!!!


salam....wow....lmewnye da xupdate blog....
owkey... as usual, i will total up everything that had happened into my life.
sjak ak msok sem bru nie....tekanan jiwa ak mmg tggi gler...
mcm2 jd kat ak...tertekan bler mcm2 result kuar....
kdg2 ak rsew idop nie xadil...
then ak pendam everything supaya org len xtau mslh ak....
sjak ak tukar blok hostel nie.... ak rsew ak juz ad kwn tok begembira jea
tp xda close friends pn...so i cant share my tear, sadness with anyone!
so sad!!! then ad makhluk Allah dtg kat blik ak after i called her...
she came immediately to see me... smile!!!!! she is a good listener!
i told her everything!!!my tear juz like Nil River...hahhahha...
cant believed that i told her everthing from alphabet A to Z...
she helped me alot...motivate me!!!
ak rsew kdg2 da giv up nk berdoa kat Allah
klo dlu ak slalu doa mcm2 nk 2 nk nie...
then skrg....ak teragak2 nk berdoa...
dlm aty ak...Allah dgr ke rintihan ak...makbulkan ke doa ak...
then sjak cuty nie... ak da gtau kwn ak...
she advise me alot...itu...ini...itu...ini....
"Jgn putus asa dgn Allah...Kafir tue namanye"...tue la dia gtau ak...
then ak kata la kat dia....
krewnye ak nie kafir la....???
dia kata x... selagi ko percaya Allah tue ada...jgn r berputus asa...
troz ak terpikir,,,,
"Ya Allah, mudahnye aty ak terpesong...hnye bru sedikit dugaan yg ko galaskan
padaku, begitu mudah ak berputus asa padaMU"
ak sedey gler bler ak tesedar nie smue... sptotnye ak knew REDHA dgn ketentuan Allah!
ada hikmah disebalik nie smue...nie bru cket dugaan psl belajar jea...da mcm2 ak nk uat luar dugaan...astagfirullahalazim.......!!!!!
alhamdulilah, ak syukur sgt dpt kwn yg byk bntu ak...
mgkn bler ak tukar blok hostel nie, Allah nk ak jmpa kwn ak yg dlu nie...
ak mula syg akn kwn ak nie...alhamdulilah.....
sememangnye.... ak admit, ak mmg lack of confident compare to others....
rendah dri smpai tekanan jiwa....trok tol.... then skrg AK REDHA TOK SEGALANYE!!!

toing...toing... k we move to next chapter!!!KANTOI!!! hahahha dlm sem 2 nie mcm jd kat ak
knew tangkap dgn fellow, knew halau dgn lecturer(xdpt msok klass) hohohho....
alkisahnye, jam kol 8am ak still dok kat blik...xkuar pn....FREE!!! yeayyyy... mndi pn lmbt...
ak gmbra...pg yg indah.....my first class at 9am... wowwww its wonderful day to me!!!
Relax babe!!! dun wori,xkan kntoi dgn fellownye, juz slowkan kipas (speed 1), switch on table lamp then dok diam2...easy right!!!hahhaah k.... almost 9am... i have to go!!! mnew member ak nie xsmpai.... as usual they will knock my door!!! k sabar.... tok..tok...tok.... yeah... coming!!!
opened the door happily!!! FREEZE!!!!!!!!!! ausssshhhhh, wrong tyme wrong smile!!!! my fellow come to checked each room??? aaaaa.... yg terkejut nye... dia pn terkejot gakz.... wkakakaak
she asked me...."npew ad dlm blik????"....no answer...."awak xg klas apew??"...."xda klas la"*i replied* ...."Kad matrik...kat matrik"..... aishhhh knew rmpas da pluk.... dlm aty ak.....
"apew psl la dia nie, tetibe rjin pluk nek blok pluk....xpena2 nek pn... adushhhh...sibuk rmpas slipar n kad matrik org pluk...kan lg bgoz ko g cri laki uat suami" wwwwoooo jaat gakz mulut ak nie....
lps dia blar, ak tpon kwn ak...hahhhaha ad gang r gakz....
xbeshnye ak xley outing sebulan...hhahahaah xheran r ak...
ingatkn pg jea kntoi dgn fellow... upe2nye...mlm pn kntoi gakz...
ak terlibat dgn sendiket apew tah....hahahah
terkontang kanting ak jwb solan fellow... asal nk g jmpa kwn, nmpk fellow knon nk jd heroin
slmat kan member...alih2 ak pn skali knew dok dlm blik 2.... kelam kabot kwn ak nyorok dlm loker r....alih2 sorg kaki pnjg, agy sorg lbeh muatan saiz...troz xjd nyorok...
apabila....acting jela....kantoi dgn fellow smew agy...nek rimas ak....

hr yg mlang gakz... ak xpt msok klas coz dtg lmbt....ceh.... salah ary tol first tyme ak dtg
lmbt tok subjek 2...tang..tang... pintu knew kunci....salah ary tol...
cg ak luk kbetulan tyme 2 moody gler....
malang tol... bdk2 rmai nmpak....aishhhhh mak oiiii... sogan gler...
k... dats all about my life....
xbesh or not...
its ok...

2 comments:

  1. lme x update.. :D
    changlun da dkt la.. kangar jom.. haha

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  2. hahahah no more changlun...
    kangar xda pape xbeshhhh...
    hahhaah

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